It's so dark ahead
and it's too hard to go forward
so I turned around and looked behind me.
The number of people who are depending on me
is much more than I had thought.
That's why I took another step forward, but...
To be honest, I am not that strong either.
It may not be visible, but I'm wounded all over.
I hate to seem weak, so I swallow my tears
and live on as if nothing is wrong.
You, who love me
I'm worried that you might break down
If you had seen my pain.
I'm protecting you.
I'm trying to endure this again.
To be honest, I am not that strong either.
It may not be visible, but I'm wounded all over.
I hate to seem weak, so I swallow my tears
and live on as if nothing is wrong.
My eager hopes
and sometimes selfish prayers
If they could flow on
and reach that place
Then it would be known even if I don't say a word.
I guess some day, this will finally come to an end,
And after that there would be something that'll comfort me.
A new me, who understands all of this after having lost many things
would be there waiting for me, right?
A better me would be there waiting, right?
